COMMITMENT
Listen guys.
Note : This will looks like a complain.
When I am typing this, I am sick with a flu and coughing. It just got better last two days but it came back today. Maybe because I am not taking any pills or medicine, of course being a stonehead like me thinking that I should just make my antibody work this alone without any medicine help and actually i hate to admit but it just make it worse. This will takes a long time to recovered but believe me, it will soon heal and will see this flu maybe like years after this. Alhamdulillah I am someone who hardly sick but once I got sick, it will took a long time.
Despite all sickness that I am going through, I still need to do my responsibilities as a daughter, siblings, friends and worker. I just realized that I got a big commitment when I feel sick during workdays. If I am still a student, I bet I will not coming to school. It is so easy before to just ditch our responsibility for a day. But when you already in a working phase, you knew that if you didn't come to work, it will effect your next work and that the one thing that I want to avoid the most.
The guilty feeling if I didn't come to work, I cannot describe with words. And this is September guys! We got a lot of public holiday. I should already have a good rest but yet I got sick. I know it is partly my fault to get sick. I went to Dayang Island and I guess it is a bit tough for me but I hold on for that two days that my condition will be okay. You know, I went there using a speedboat and the weather just makes my condition worst. The waves is strong and the speedboat has to go towards opposite direction of the waves and my face keep on being splashed by the sea water until I cannot opened my eyes along the journey. BAM! I GOT A FLU AFTER GOING BACK HOME.
But I always remember that, "sakit itu penghapus dosa." And this sentence just keep repeating in my mind nowadays. Maybe Allah try to give me a reminder about my sin. So, alhamdulillah for this sickness.
Just me that have to complain.
Note : This will looks like a complain.
When I am typing this, I am sick with a flu and coughing. It just got better last two days but it came back today. Maybe because I am not taking any pills or medicine, of course being a stonehead like me thinking that I should just make my antibody work this alone without any medicine help and actually i hate to admit but it just make it worse. This will takes a long time to recovered but believe me, it will soon heal and will see this flu maybe like years after this. Alhamdulillah I am someone who hardly sick but once I got sick, it will took a long time.
Despite all sickness that I am going through, I still need to do my responsibilities as a daughter, siblings, friends and worker. I just realized that I got a big commitment when I feel sick during workdays. If I am still a student, I bet I will not coming to school. It is so easy before to just ditch our responsibility for a day. But when you already in a working phase, you knew that if you didn't come to work, it will effect your next work and that the one thing that I want to avoid the most.
The guilty feeling if I didn't come to work, I cannot describe with words. And this is September guys! We got a lot of public holiday. I should already have a good rest but yet I got sick. I know it is partly my fault to get sick. I went to Dayang Island and I guess it is a bit tough for me but I hold on for that two days that my condition will be okay. You know, I went there using a speedboat and the weather just makes my condition worst. The waves is strong and the speedboat has to go towards opposite direction of the waves and my face keep on being splashed by the sea water until I cannot opened my eyes along the journey. BAM! I GOT A FLU AFTER GOING BACK HOME.
But I always remember that, "sakit itu penghapus dosa." And this sentence just keep repeating in my mind nowadays. Maybe Allah try to give me a reminder about my sin. So, alhamdulillah for this sickness.
Just me that have to complain.
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