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RANT #2

So, government announced that RMO will be continued for next 14 days. I knew this will happen but I still hope that this will end soon. I miss everything about outside world and i think i already used to doing something in my current routine. I have a big problem. My sleeping pattern change so much. Its already 12am and i am not sleeping yet. My body already used to sleep at 2 am at least and usually after subuh prayer, i will sleep again to cover my sleep during night. Arghhhh. This should not happen! How can i adjust back when i already start working? I also notice, lately i always have an headache. This is so not cool. I am so worried about my body's health. I felt so fatigue. When i knew that this RMO will be continued, i knew i just can't let this happen anymore. I have to slowly change. Ramadhan is coming. Please pray for me. NK

DAY 4 STAYING AT HOME

Hi. One word. Bored. I am bored to the infinity. Maybe because of my mindset, that told me i have to stay at home for fourteen days without going outside really bothering me somehow. Before this Restriction Movement Order (RMO) was announced, I told myself that I am a homebody. But now, I just don't know. My mind become blank every morning. Thinking what to do. Thinking what movie should i watch today. Thinking what i should cook for the day. But, it keeps repeating? I start to feel bored where i can't go outside. cannot going to a mall for window shopping, something that out of the routine. One of the thing that i learn a lot from staying at home is, actually we got a lot of times in our hands. Before, i took granted for that. Also, how happy i am when i can breathing outside, spending time with others, hanging around at cafe, with mocha and bingsu. Just noticing all those small things become so precious at this time makes me miss those moments more. A...