DAY 4 STAYING AT HOME
Hi.
One word.
Bored.
I am bored to the infinity.
Maybe because of my mindset, that told me i have to stay at home for fourteen days without going outside really bothering me somehow.
Before this Restriction Movement Order (RMO) was announced, I told myself that I am a homebody.
But now, I just don't know.
My mind become blank every morning.
Thinking what to do.
Thinking what movie should i watch today.
Thinking what i should cook for the day.
But, it keeps repeating? I start to feel bored where i can't go outside. cannot going to a mall for window shopping, something that out of the routine.
One of the thing that i learn a lot from staying at home is, actually we got a lot of times in our hands. Before, i took granted for that.
Also, how happy i am when i can breathing outside, spending time with others, hanging around at cafe, with mocha and bingsu. Just noticing all those small things become so precious at this time makes me miss those moments more.
After all, just enjoy the present right?
That's why it was called present! It is a gift!
For past 3 days, what i did mostly is watching movie, kdrama, variety show, read novel, sleep and eat.
I really hope that I will change for something better the next day.
Hence, i make a resolution to do something that i never try before.
And i think i made some improvement today, which is i try a new recipe! I make a doughnut! Never thought for the first timer, my family enjoy the doughnut, so achievement for today achieved?
hehe. Happy girl is me!
I also start organizing my planner and just realized that Ramadhan is near. Come on its already rejab but i just realized about it? In next 32 days, its already Ramadhan. So, i think next things to do is preparation for ramadhan!
There must be a reason why this happened? Why Allah ask us to take a rest a little bit before Ramadhan? Maybe to make a reminder to us? To take a rest from our work, from dunya and remember him.
I start regretting what I did for the past 3 days, but lets make something better from today right instead of thinking about the past.
For the rest of the world, this is not the end.
I hope everyone do their best and stay safe wherever you are.
We are in this together! Like liverpool said, you never walk alone.
Love,
NK.
One word.
Bored.
I am bored to the infinity.
Maybe because of my mindset, that told me i have to stay at home for fourteen days without going outside really bothering me somehow.
Before this Restriction Movement Order (RMO) was announced, I told myself that I am a homebody.
But now, I just don't know.
My mind become blank every morning.
Thinking what to do.
Thinking what movie should i watch today.
Thinking what i should cook for the day.
But, it keeps repeating? I start to feel bored where i can't go outside. cannot going to a mall for window shopping, something that out of the routine.
One of the thing that i learn a lot from staying at home is, actually we got a lot of times in our hands. Before, i took granted for that.
Also, how happy i am when i can breathing outside, spending time with others, hanging around at cafe, with mocha and bingsu. Just noticing all those small things become so precious at this time makes me miss those moments more.
After all, just enjoy the present right?
That's why it was called present! It is a gift!
For past 3 days, what i did mostly is watching movie, kdrama, variety show, read novel, sleep and eat.
I really hope that I will change for something better the next day.
Hence, i make a resolution to do something that i never try before.
And i think i made some improvement today, which is i try a new recipe! I make a doughnut! Never thought for the first timer, my family enjoy the doughnut, so achievement for today achieved?
hehe. Happy girl is me!
I also start organizing my planner and just realized that Ramadhan is near. Come on its already rejab but i just realized about it? In next 32 days, its already Ramadhan. So, i think next things to do is preparation for ramadhan!
There must be a reason why this happened? Why Allah ask us to take a rest a little bit before Ramadhan? Maybe to make a reminder to us? To take a rest from our work, from dunya and remember him.
I start regretting what I did for the past 3 days, but lets make something better from today right instead of thinking about the past.
For the rest of the world, this is not the end.
I hope everyone do their best and stay safe wherever you are.
We are in this together! Like liverpool said, you never walk alone.
Love,
NK.
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