MEMORIES

Last night, my ex housemate back then in UK, was travelling back to London. I wish I was there with her too. Oh how I missed all things there.

During I am staying there, I can say that actually I am not feel grateful enough. I think Malaysia was much better. I am near with my family. The UK weather that you cannot predict was so gloomy to me. I still remember when I was there, I wish there are a switch to switch off the coldness. I wish this aircond has to be turned off.  I cannot wait to going back to Malaysia and I decided to going back as soon as I finished my study. It does not mean I didn't enjoy while being there but then I didn't realized that I will miss that country so much after I am coming back. When I realized that maybe I can't come back there anymore, my heart is crying. 

And actually every moment, with every person that I spent with cannot be replaced. Lets say, one day I will visit that country again (InsyaAllah), it will not be same anymore since a familiar faces will not be in the same place. The different building might be there. The vibes will be different. 

The current or exact feeling that I feel during that time might not exist anymore when I visit there. The only things left was memories. 

Memory where I am waiting for the bus in front of campus to going back to Perry Barr. Memory where I hold Costa cup before entering the class. Memory of waiting for the first bus after spending a night at student space because of exam. Memory of shopping at Bullring and Grand Central. Memory of queuing up during first launching of Iphone 6S. Memory of going to a plenty of housewarming every time someone move from one to one rent house. Memory where I buy a mini doughnut at Asda Perry Barr. Memory where we plan our next vacation at Nash Square. Memory having usrah at park, other uni in Birm and more.

I can say, I miss to be a student at Birmingham with other brummies. I miss every single person that I met.

Everything seems like a flashback in my memories. Every single thing looks like just happened yesterday. 

But actually, its almost 3 years since it last happened.

Where we packing our luggage to Malaysia. Where we part our ways at KLIA. Where we got our first job. Where I keep going back to KL just to see them, because obviously most of us got a job at KL. 

Oh I miss everything!

That's how I started with my grateful series. So, I will never feel sorry that I didn't enjoy every single thing I do today.

Of course, we can miss the memories, have some throwback in a while but remember the present is what matter. 

The present will change our future. 

Okay.
Then I guess its time to plan what year I can go back to Birm, either for study or vacation. Hehe.