RANT

It has been two weeks I start my job in a new company. One word for this new company, CONVENIENT.  

It was so near with my house and it only takes 10 minutes to get there by car. I can't be more happier than this. I already imagined if this is not ramadhan, prolly I will come back home during lunch hour. Saves my money. Hehe.

After all, with ramadhan and start with something new, I can say it is a little bit hectic tho. During the day, learn and try to cope with new environment and night with the taraweeh stuff, I can say that I actually want to embrace more this ramadhan but I think I didn't? 

I think its time for me to gear up with this last 10 ramadhan's night when I didn't know if maybe next year will not see this holy month again. Suddenly I got paranoid when look its already near the end and I think I didn't do that much for this Ramadhan. The feeling of guilty, please go away and start to do something! 

Lets do better! 

p/s: Tonight we have a family gathering with my mom's side. I anticipated a lot of foodsssss. Hahahahhaa. Glutton me is coming back. Hoping that I will be this glutton with my ibadah too. Sigh.