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 Its June already. Times really flies so fast. I got happy news today hence i am here to write! My friend, A, safely delivered her first child today! She finally a mom!  I am so happy for her. I cannot wait to meet both of them after this pandemic situation will be gone. I hope they are going to be well until then. Actually, this is first time my best friend getting a child, so its kinda weird. This is my first time choosing a perfect gift for a newborn. This is my first time gladly called myself aunty. Oh, this really hits me hard. I am at that age where I will be called as aunty. 😰 And accidentally i compared myself to my friend a little bit. I am still single with work nine to five, five days a week, nothing special in my life. I suddenly feel that I am a little bit late on the train. You know, my friend already getting married and even got a child. Some of them looks really sucessful in their career, working at a big company while i am here, working only a small firm. Oh!...

 Weehuuuu. I am back after few days. this is so rare. I know.  My laptop already repaired hence I am here! The adaptor is the problem one. I dont know why i keep on postponing myself from going to repair this laptop. (yeah. I know. This is a bad habit.) Thanks to my brother for sending my laptop to shop. He even treats me. Hehehe.  But i think, i need to change my battery too. Tomorrow will going to the shop again. Will see if I am not that lazy to go out. The current situation really makes me homebody. I am too lazy to going out. I am afraid if one day I will become anti-social person when the world is better again. Yesterday, our prime minister, he announced for a total lock down. Yes. This is the second time our country have to go through total lock down. I hope everyone can survive and still sane after this phase. I hope that everyone will still have empathy in them.  Oh yeah!  I forgot to tell about this in the last post. We got three cats in the house! Thi...

 Hi. Its already been so long i am here. the thing is my laptop broke. and i am broke to fix it. Until today, I really missed to be here. So, i borrowed my brother's pc just to recap what happened to me these past few months. okay. to be honest, not a few. it has been a looooong time since i was last here. There's so much things happened to me and world.  lately, the most hot issue was about Palestine. they were in war again with Zionist. like for so many times already. but this time, what makes me feels goosebumps, everyone joined in to support Palestine. Doesn't matter what nationality you are, doesn't matter what race you belongs to. And it feels that world is much closer than what you think. I think it is the effect of globalization huh? Also, last 20th may is mak's death anniversary. still can't believe she left us last year on Ramadhan. it is on 27th Ramadhan. i got the gloomiest sahur ever last year and i can say that last year was the saddest year for my...

So, government announced that RMO will be continued for next 14 days. I knew this will happen but I still hope that this will end soon. I miss everything about outside world and i think i already used to doing something in my current routine. I have a big problem. My sleeping pattern change so much. Its already 12am and i am not sleeping yet. My body already used to sleep at 2 am at least and usually after subuh prayer, i will sleep again to cover my sleep during night. Arghhhh. This should not happen! How can i adjust back when i already start working? I also notice, lately i always have an headache. This is so not cool. I am so worried about my body's health. I felt so fatigue. When i knew that this RMO will be continued, i knew i just can't let this happen anymore. I have to slowly change. Ramadhan is coming. Please pray for me. NK

Hi. One word. Bored. I am bored to the infinity. Maybe because of my mindset, that told me i have to stay at home for fourteen days without going outside really bothering me somehow. Before this Restriction Movement Order (RMO) was announced, I told myself that I am a homebody. But now, I just don't know. My mind become blank every morning. Thinking what to do. Thinking what movie should i watch today. Thinking what i should cook for the day. But, it keeps repeating? I start to feel bored where i can't go outside. cannot going to a mall for window shopping, something that out of the routine. One of the thing that i learn a lot from staying at home is, actually we got a lot of times in our hands. Before, i took granted for that. Also, how happy i am when i can breathing outside, spending time with others, hanging around at cafe, with mocha and bingsu. Just noticing all those small things become so precious at this time makes me miss those moments more. A...

Last Sunday on 22nd December 2019, officially I just added my second loan in my life! I bought a car! Hehe. Actually, I didn't plan at all to have a car for the time being as now,  I used my mom's car to work. But then, my sister got her internship a little bit far from home and that place does not have an access by public transport. Actually. they have but it will be a bit of hassle since she have to change two times if she want to do so. So, as an eldest, I thought it is already a time for me to buy my own car. Allah knows exactly when it is the best time and i think this is the time! I just knew how complicated the process to get a car! For god sake, before i think i just have to sign a paper, put the deposit money and i will back with a new car. BUT, IT IS TOTALLY WRONG. IT WAS NOT EASY AT ALL. First, you went for a test drive. Then, you decide which car, what colour, the salesgirl will make a loan calculation for you. You have to send the documents that have be...